the way i feel.

where to begin... i know! I begin aesthetic school in a matter of days. it just so happens that the same day i start school is the same day all the little kiddies come to the bcu for the first time. i feel like tuesday is going to be a very big day for me and i don't really know what to expect but in the mist of all the confusion i know I'm ready. God has and is preparing me for what is about to come and I'm looking forward to it. another thing...here recently i have loved just resting in the fact that jesus is good. just those three simply words put such great peace upon my heart and i smile every time the thought comes to my mind.

I would love to know God better and better (like it says in colossians). like it never be enough. i just keep wanting more and keep wanting to go deeper in his love. how incredible that would be. so I'm going after that challenge! you people keep me accountable to that :).

there is a song that is one of my favorites at the moment. the revelation song and oh man i get excited every time i hear it. the chorus is great " holy holy holy is the Lord God Almighty who was and is and is to come. with all creation i sing praise to the kings of kings you are my everything and i will adore you." wow. that paints a beautiful picture in my mind. me standing there with the rest of the world singing to and glorify the one who is set apart. the one who is holy. he is all i could ever want need or imagine. and the best part is i have him. or better yet, he has me. he is holding me, loving me, molding me, and listening to me. i not only like, love, or care for him i adore him. to me that's the best you can get. the whole song is totally incredible but the last verse blows my mind every time. it says "filled with wonder, aw struck wonder at the mention of your name. Jesus your name is power, breath and living water such a marvelous mystery" again it paints a beautiful but very messy picture in my mind. i can imagine all i want to of what heaven or jesus looks like but i am really never going to know exactly what he looks like until i see him face to face. so this song says it perfectly. i am filled with wonder every time i think about looks or appearances. it is a beautiful mystery. but a fact i do know is that its going to big, beautiful, and better then i can imagine. its a surprise that i will have until the day i die..and surprisingly, I'm okay with that. now come on doesn't that make you the least bit excited? if it doesn't then something is wrong with you my friend :)

well its late. and i think I'm done with my 2nd blog post. hope you enjoy my random little thoughts. have a fantastic day my dearly loved friends.

-jordan katlin.